When I cry these tears, this time
I set my foot down
Plant it on the ground
Pulling my head back from the cloud
There’s this rhythmic sound
Beating in and out
Something wanting to be found
The sun, the flowers
My steps going round and round
Beat down, back up
Go on and try to stop me now
This is what I’m all about
M.M.D - 2013.05.14 - 6:56pm
Your beautiful smile
Your kind blue eyes
They tricked me so well
You were the devil in disguise
All the beautiful words
Rehearsed in perfection
Timed and framed in romance
So empty now, meaningless
I wish I knew
But I thought I was in the presence of an angel
Evil wrapped in velvet
It felt so nice, so right
I was ready to wait for you
I was ready for lifetime
But then you got tired
You lost faith, you lost hope
You forgot all your words
Your smile faded
Your heart locked down
And I lost you to yourself
To your fears
Where are you now?
Sweet and sour
Gone, gone, gone
M.M.D - 2013.04.29 - 9:15pm
I thought I had dried all the tears
On all the moments I cried for you
In every piece of my heart that broke
In every dream that died on the road
Little that I knew..,
Here I am, crying again
For another wasted love
For believing every word
All your lies, lies, lies
I step outside of myself
Look back at me, there I am
Weak, alone, lost in thoughts
Stuck in a silent world
Too scared to open my eyes
Here I am, crying again
For another wasted love
For believing every word
All your lies, lies, lies
Same mistake, same pain
I stuck with you for too long
I fought for both of us
I didn’t allow myself to go and give up
I gave my all, as I knew
I had doubts, but I looked at you
And I would go back to where I started…
Here I am, crying again
For another wasted love
For believing every word
All your lies, lies, lies
M.M.D - 2013-04-29 - 9:09pm
What, if not words
To come and go
The miles separating us
Carrying thoughts and feelings
Meaningful wishes
Unspoken doubts and questions
Sums of who we are
Of who we aim to be
Words traveling in our behalf
Shaping our voice
Waiting, incomplete, hopeful
Words to forget
Words to remember
An endless dialogue
Describing our journey
As if a talk in the mirror
A note in the diary in the end of the day
Words of conversations we’ll never have
Words of request
For a cure to an incurable loneliness
Words of me and you
As for all we are
Words
M. M. D - 2013.04.08 - 7:59pm
Cold breeze at night
Whispering on my naked skin
Sweet lovers rhymes
Sweet honey dreams
Announcing spring
Anticipating summer
Cold breeze at night
Shivering on my soul
Chills of memories
Pills of desires
Long in-betweens
What will be, what will be
Shine a little wink at me
Stars, moon, steps on the street
The world comes alive at my feet
Hello again, hello still
Oh, all that will, all the will
Cold breeze at night
Welcome again
I closed my eyes
Rested for a few months
To greet you now
Renew my vow
It wasn’t in vain…
M.M.D - 2013.03.27 - 10:57pm
The past feels so faraway
Almost as if it was another life
Another person
Another identity
Life goes on,
Day by day
Myself today,
The one I came to be
Creating another lives
Leaving new pasts behind
New old memories
For an upcoming nostalgia
Losing skin, changing thoughts
Loving less, loving more, loving better
Loving to love the love
Dreaming about a meaning
That can be invented
Everyday,
In each of my lives…
M.M.D - 2013.03.27 - 10:35pm
I know that I will cry myself to sleep
I can’t dry my tears tonight
everything is coming up
since you walked away…
it’s empty and it hurts so much
it’s lonely and I can’t fix things
the minutes will pass
and the whole day tomorrow will go by
with us falling more and more apart
you tell me that I don’t care
you ask me why it’s so hard
but then, you give up
you’re too sick to talk on the phone
but not too sick to drive away in the rain
I know the signs,
I took this road before...from now on, we’re no more
you know and I know it
and still we fight
maybe because we’re both scared
going separate ways,
failing, starting over, moving on
can you see me?
can you feel what I have inside of my heart?
it doesn’t reach you,
it’s lost in the air, somewhere else
I can’t find a way to easy this pain,
I wanna see you smile and hug you tight
but I only have the rain tonight…
M.M.D - 2010.11.11 - 11:27 pm
Music by: Sonja Skibdahl
