Tell me now, dear friend

was it worth it?

remember us, over a decade

remember me, 

was that nothing to you?

I wish you well,

fuck you

No, I mean it, 

I wish you a lifetime of happiness

of love, of unbroken dreams

of long lasting friendships

I wish you to see me,

smiling to you on her sillouette

to remind you of us

I wish you can smell me under her skin

and don’t be haunted

I’m now a ghost,

I’ll fade away soon enough

Enjoy my traces,

enjoy the hole you left

in our hearts

today and forever..

M.M.D - 2012.04.26 - 16:31

The sound
Where does it come from?
It comes, it belongs, it goes
Limited, yet enjoyable
Tick-tack
Repeat, replay
It sounds like something else
Or was it me?
My ears have changed
My heart has skipped a beat
It goes again,
Never the same
Tick-tack
I get used to the melody
Now, I feel safe
Recognize its pattern
I fold it into my soul
I wanna keep it
Yet, it goes…
Tick-tack
I’m passing by
Never the same,
Never too different
A new rhythm
A new chorus
Same soul

M.M.D - 2011-11-15 - 10:24pm

That screen
Shiny, full of colors and shapes
Moving, all the time
Happening, coming to live
From so many other people, on the other side
Attached to it,
Looking at it,
Touching, interacting…
One more number
I need to click,
I need to see what that is
I need, I need
1 minute has passed,
How many news have i missed?
How many possible sales, conversations, possibilities..?
I have to catch up,
Read, write, multitask
Post, share, like, comment
Show the world that I exist,
That I’m alive
Even if I’m not living at all…
That screen, is dragging me
It got ahold of me
I need, I need…

M.M.D - 2011-11-15 - 10:03pm

a place in between

there’s everything,

there’s nothing

past and memories

emerge from within a deep black hole

into the present,

daring, teasing the future

and still, steady,

I stand in this

place in between

M.M.D - 2011.10.26 - 22:56

Sua risada

espalhada 

me consome

e pra mim, casa

lembrancas,

momentos nossos…

nela, moro

vou e volto

sem me cansar

sem me perder

ecoa em meu coração

reflete a minha alma

te traz pra mim,

me devolve a ti

e nos mantem,

gemeos

no infinito

M.M.D - 2011.04.04 - 3:48pm

Things and people die everyday. If not literally, inside us, around us and in and out our lives. We don’t take the time to burry them. There’s no funeral, no last words. They vanish from underneath our feet into nothing as we keep walking around and moving through life… We’re accumulating pain and loss without even realizing. We’re getting used to this gap an wandering around in a lonely world. We try to match with other lonely souls to overlap their gaps in a desperate act of hope, as they could heal our own. Why don’t we cry anymore? When did we stop caring?

M.M.D - 2011-04-22 - 11:08pm

There’s an endless sadness hitting me now

everything I touch turns into tears

it’s a whole world dissolving into dust around me

walls becoming sand

clouds becoming dreams

stars turning into a glance

I’m on a free fall 

free and scared

loose

I can’t touch love

I wanna wrap myself around it

there’s no beginning, no end

my dreams are scripts of a movie

playing with illusions in crooked scenes

soundtracks… photography

I act and react

and everything changing is still the same

the complexity has no manual

I’m here and I can’t stay

M.M.D - 2011.04.16 - 6:19pm

I listen to the violin sound

in that song chorus

it instantly gets me crying

the tears pour out of me

completely out of control

it’s a beautiful sadness I can’t avoid

it’s a change pushing through 

within, inside out,

reaching for the bright side of myself

I lost ground,

I can feel my body floating

in the middle of nowhere

there’s freedom and chaos

there’s agony and peace

there’s loneliness 

and I’m holding myself tight

tucking me into bed for a good night of sleep

and the roads are narrow

my sight is a bit blurry

the melody is inviting me in,

a call for life, for living

I need to let go,

trash out and leave it behind

see the new, 

renew myself

breathe…

M.M.D - 2011.04.16 - 6:08pm

e um caos insuportavel esse de nao saber

eu sempre sei.

e nao saber me incomoda.

sei que nao sei e por isso estou certa da minha indecisao

insuportavel

M.M.D - 2011-03-31 - 6:34 pm

I feel it all over my body

something is about to explode

to emerge and come to life

scary and exciting

I’m about to blossom for Spring

for Life, once again

popped the bubble,

ordered some wings

I’m learning how to fly

the sun shines my way,my days

pushes my fears away

unleashing my mind, my thoughts

I’m surrendering to my heart

following my pulse, impulse 

I carry myself through

allowing myself to be, to dare

to become what I once was

to become what I’ve never been

to get where I am… 

M.M.D - 2011.03.24 - 3:37pm